i try to be .................................................. .. NOT

 

What I hate? I'm driving over the mountain in the fast lane, passing a big van that is going about fifty and I'm going about sixty. Some jerk in a Toyota sedan comes rushing up onto my back bumper and sticks there. I alway move to the right lane after passing but with this guy behind me I'm taking my time about it. I put on my signal and the guy gets closer yet. I let off the gas and very slowly ease into the right lane. The little ***** goes by me within inches, flips me off, then takes the next off to the right.

The good news is that there was a heavy truck taking his route ahead of him on a winding two lane which is no passing for about eight miles! Ha!

 

he probally passed in a curve and nearly killed a van full of kids

 

for realz this time i think.......yep, i hate some **** right now.
Tammy Wynette - D-I-V-O-R-C-E - YouTube

 

You must be in a real mess right now!!

 

yep, no job, sold my truck, and i have about zero places to shack up at right now besides a spot on the floor in my parents computer room, which i'm not so sure pop's will be cool with. **** happens, not like it's not my fault for a big part of it, but you can't expect a man to be a house wife for a few years and not slump into a depression. i have nothing to achieve in my current situation, and she gave no recognition to the fact that i have raised our kids 80% of the time, i'm just the guy watching them with no job............yeah, because she told me to forget about trying to get a job until they were both in pre-school :facepalm: just sayin' you can't mix flour, oil, eggs and sugar and be pissed when you come out with a cake on the other end.

i'm done mini ranting for now cause she will be telling me she didn't mean it tomorrow, and even if she doesn't i don't much care anymore. the only thing that will kill me inside is knowing that she will be the only one watching and raising my children if we split. she's a worse drunk than me and she has no tolerance, which idk how that's even possible, and i fear that my kids will turn into wild heathens with no actual parenting. she's a good mother, but she isn't a good parent if that makes sense.

 

Chitfire!

Get a job, even if it only pays for daycare, food and transportation.

 

now this is confusing.... between this at 12:30-1:30 and then i got a text at 4:09 wonder.... if hes already got it worked out.....

 

Ya no ****, what gives Dan? Everything ok?



N idk, but I expected some sort of response to my “tell me how u really feel” coment about Walmart

 

I believe he sent that to all of us aswell cause me and Karl got it at the same time and Dan preceded to stir the pot by texting me that Karl thought i was skinneir and cuter in person and to watch my *** lol and he was telling Karl something cause we were getting them about the same time cause wede both look at our phones and look up and laugh bout the same time... lol

PS got the vids loading from last night now ill make a new thread in a few

 

walmart sucked. i was stuck in line for 20 minutes so i got bored and texted all you guys.

how do i really feel about walmart dave? i hate the place sofa king much but it is the best bang for the buck on half the stuff we need weekly. the workers are generally r-tarded assfaces who don't give a shyte about their minimum wage job so they put minimum effort into it. the only upside to that place is that no matter how chitty i feel about something i can go there and instantly feel like my life is awesome, major self esteem boost just walking in there. i've never seen so many lost slow minded morbidly obese people in one place. i feel skinny, healthy and smart every time i'm there. and for some reason yesterday they had the "redhats" there. cashier told me it's a group of old ladies that basically have nothing better to do than wander around the store for hours to kill time before their old asses die, oh, and they dress in all red pimp suits with big **** hats with feathers sticking out of them, literally looked like cheesy 70's movie street pimps minus jewelry. did i mention after she told me it was a womens group i lolled at the fact i saw a 70+ year old man dressed the same as them hobbling around the store? i was waiting for the shaft theme song to blast over the intercom at any second. eff walmart.

the early morning text was my extremely drunk *** sitting in a ford ranger seat in the backyard burning cardboard and some wood thinking about where i'm going in life.......short answer, no where, but people know that already.

as to the wife, idk wtf is going on. she's at work and as expected she sent me a message changing her tune saying i don't have to leave but we need to talk when she gets home, which basically means she's been stressed about working long hours lately and she sucks with time management so life caught up to her and she took it out on me. happens every 4-6 months when a busy time kicks in at her job. i take it in stride as i am a callous cold heartless ***** who gave up on emotions more complex than happy/sad long ago. i love the woman to death, wouldn't have signed on the dotted line and brought kids into the world with her if i didn't, problem is i am EXACTLY the same ***** i was 3, 5, 10 years ago and she has never understood that, guess she was all blowed up with dumb ***, as my dad says, from the early stages of a new relationship. yeah i was a slightly nicer sweeter guy in the beginning, every guy is, it's called fresh new lady hole, and it does wonders for your outlook on life, but no one can be foolish enough to think that a guy is going to be cheesy and sweet like a love sick loser in a stupid John Hughes 80's teen movie forever. i already played the game and won the prize if you get what i'm saying. i'm willing to work on anything, i mean hell i own a cavalier , so i'll play along and see what she has to say in a more sober fashion (generally nothing) because i don't want to be a weekend dad so i'll put up with making all sorts of compromises for my kid's sake(do you think i want to be a nanny/chauffeur? hell no, but it MADE the most sense at the time, now it does not and someone needs to grow up and get a license like all the big kids do) i just can't guarantee i won't be the same mopey sad guy living a shell of what life used to look like if she doesn't make some major changes as well. it's a two way street and we both have to change a bit. fwak i hate change!

mods, i'm sorry. today is going to suck majorly for me and i'm sure it will show in any posts i make today or more importantly tonight. i'm gonna try to avoid the computer, but that generally doesn't happen.....

 

wow dan has some feelins i know how u feel right now ive been there myself and it sucks ****

 

She will get home late, they will argue then have make-up sex and then everything will return to normal for a while, then the cycle begins again.

 

Dan is sad panda...Iz will give him e-hug

 

i will tell you the same thing i told you 4 months ago.
dont drink, and don't loose your temper.
sit down with her and have a long talk about what is going on, and where you want to go and do.


it will get better, but you both have to want to change.