I guess it just sucks to be me.

*Gripezz, and scritchezz his fur*

 

That is a shame you feel like that, Wolf. If I could do something to make it less so, I would.

But, in reality, we are all alone, in this life. When we reach a point in life where it seems we may not survive, it is so lonely it feels hollow. I have the most loving partner you could ever wish for, as you know, but there are times when I feel totally alone, misunderstood by everybody, and just pushing a massive stone ball up a steep hill, for ever.

But it passes, I look into some beautiful hazel eyes, and feel so good, it hurts.

Theo

 

Yeah, I know.

It'll be a few days until I have any eyes to look into, and I don't really know what I'll see there. Guilt, quite possibly, maybe fear. if I get real lucky - maybe hope. But always questions...

That's a long story though, and best left for when it happens.