Things weren't going the way I wanted them to go, and my current job (4 more days whoohoo) was a temporary (just ended up being 3.5 years temporary.) I was just moving because the lease on this place was up and was going to go to az to be with my mom, well that wasn't a good idea on it's own, but now i have a direction to go, so I'm grabbing on with both hands and going.