Thanks for the replies so far everyone. It is progressively getting harder. It hasnt even hit me yet. Now when i'm getting done with work and getting ready to go over to my grandparents, i mean my grandma's house, like i normally do every day, I start to wonder what kind of stuff he's got to joke about today, or what kind of stories he has to tell me, then i realize that he's gone. Its really strange, i'm guessing the funeral is going to be really brutal. I havent seen him since tuesday, when he was alive, now when i see him laying in that casket on monday, i dont know what i'm going to think.