Being the age that he was, sounds like he lived a long and fruitful life! Heck! You're here! I'm sorry to hear about your loss, but try to remember the good times. That's why he said he didn't want people staring at him. He wanted them to remember him alive and about, just like his personality probably was. Again, sorry for the loss, but keep the good thoughts up, not the bad ones. I know it's easier for me to say that in the tough time than it is to actually do it. But, my reguards to you and your family.

Ryan