You dont sound stuck up, just like a typical kid who wants something new and shiny. I know where youre coming from, you want what you want and the last thing you need is somebody talking you out of it. We all learn from our mistakes, hopefully it works out for you and doesnt become too much of a financial burden. I know this from experience, I too had a toy that I just dumped so much money into when i was a kid, and now I just look back and call myself a ******* for doing so. Oh well, I had fun and learned a valuable lesson on balancing my budget.
But if you do get the Raptor..... i must insist on posting some pics.... I love those trucks!!!